I can't breathe. I can't speak. This negativity is suffocating my energy. Stop forcing what you want from me. Stop putting me down. You're breaking my spirit. You're running me to the ground. I can't create and I can't shine with this pressure and expectation from you all the time. Let me go. Let me fly. I was never meant to be yours, nor were you meant to be mine. I've got to be free. I've got to get back to just being me and I can't let you keep silencing me.

Hi, My name is Jess and I am the only person I know I will spend forever with. I can and will fulfill all of my own dreams and happiness. I am what I have always needed and I will be my most supportive, loving, beautiful, sacred, and stable relationship. Do you take yourself Jess to forever live this life with? I do. Without hesitation.

Your soul knows when you're lying to it and there comes a point when there's no longer any way to spin a person, job, situation, or relationship in order to stay in it. Your soul really starts to scream when you've gone too far out of alignment. You've looked at every angle and repetitively justified it. You've given it the benefit of the doubt and worn yourself out thinking about it. You've been mad, forgiving, resentful, hateful, hopeful, doubtful, compromising, kind and un

I wake up and say THANK YOU for living and loving, laughing, learning, giving and growing. For seeing and believing, caring and sharing. For daring and fearing and feeling, having and holding, healing and eating. For needing and knowing, trusting and reading. For telling and talking, and just being. For the sun and stars above, and the grass below between my toes, and the beauty that exists perfectly so. For yellow, red, green, and blue - all the perfect shade, the perfect